breathing better

Improvements continue. Today Val is more alert, in a lot less pain, needing fewer drugs, and breathing so much better than last week it is truly amazing. Tonight she was quietly talking and laughing and even singing a little, with only the occasional dry catch or cough. She went up Continue Reading

Tabor top

Radiation side effects are beginning to make themselves felt: the sensation of something lodged in her throat cost Val some breakfast today and caused discomfort all day, and she is beginning to feel the predicted fatigue (on top of her current fatigue levels). But she was able to numb her Continue Reading

a little kind care

Our friend, ally and tenacious advocate Kyla got us an in-clinic appointment with Kaiser Oncology’s new (as of September) Palliative Care team. The doctor and nurse (the social worker was away) were compassionate, direct, and wonderfully useful in offering suggestions to help with Val’s pain, nausea, and difficulties breathing and Continue Reading

just brains

One week of radiation and antibiotics down. So far Val isn’t feeling any of the predicted adverse effects of radiation, but those are likely to show up toward the end of the week. On the up side, Val’s cough, while still a misery and a menace, still causing her to Continue Reading

groggy

It was a miserable night. Intermittently miserable, anyway, interspersed with chunks of sleep. Val coughed and coughed, coughed and puked. Remember that time you had the really croupy flu? And you coughed so hard it felt like you’d crack your ribs, and then your abdominal muscles were sore (not to mention your Continue Reading

staying up late

Val had a rotten day yesterday, the worst she’s had so far. Unremitting coughing that led to puking twice; lots of pain and some nausea; and finally a fever. The advice nurse and on-call oncologist were consulted around 10:00 pm, but I knew enough from experience to call in sick for Sunday Continue Reading